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What is this....? A post is what I think it is...   
11:28am 25/06/2005
 
mood: devious
Never thought I would see the day when I would write in this piece of shit again. That just proves to me that I have nothing better to do with my life right at this moment, and this is what it has all come down to. Good news is that tonight I am going out, so I will have atleast something a little, no not a little, a lot better to do with my life this evening. I have plans to go see Andy Griggs in concert at the Riverfest next Thursday...so all of you who listen to country...which I doubt is very many, you should all go and see him...soooo hott! You don't wanna miss it. Alana should be comin'...I swore to her that I would get her out of that ol' hospital sooner or later....I'm comin' for ya! But it looks like you're finally home...so, give me a call!

Off to work.....
 
     

(2 saw what they think is lovees | see into his deep blue eyes)

 
Okay, it's been awhile. You'll have that sometimes.   
08:22pm 03/05/2005
 
mood: naughty
music: Kim Possible
Everything in a nut shell.

Sunday I got typsy

Prom was Saturday

And I have seen BJ everyday this week and things are fantastic!

That's it...I'm out!
 
     

(3 saw what they think is lovees | see into his deep blue eyes)

 
Nut shell   
05:21pm 19/04/2005
 
mood: sad
Prom, awesome.

Work, sucks.

School, not bad.

Relationship, great.

But there's just one thing...
Why would you tell someones boyfriend that their girlfriend was talking to her ex today? Like you were a tattle tale or something. Why does it really even matter. But what makes it worse, is that the boyfriend hates the ex and the person who told the boyfriend...knows it! Why try and make trouble? Now, someone is being questioned about trust and whether or not they may be cheating. And the person who told, should know better than anyone that someone loves this boyfriend with everything they have, and that they talk about him all the time!

I just don't get it.
 
     

(3 saw what they think is lovees | see into his deep blue eyes)

 
Ow Baby!!   
01:02pm 15/04/2005
 
mood: sore
music: T.V.
He killed my back. Throwing me on the bed wasn't such a bright idea after all. Get the sick thoughts out of your heads people, nothing like that. Geez.

Road trip! So, this morning my mother comes into my room and tells me that I have to get out of bed. Now, keep in mind that this is 8 in the morning on a day that I have no school. I get up, unwillingly that is, and see what she wants. Appearently, Billy (Zack's dad, the little kid my mom keeps), is missing and Bridget (Zack's mom), is at her mom's house in Clarksburg cause she stayed with her last night. So, I have to drive all the way to Clarksburg this morning to go get her because her mom wouldn't bring her home. I had no clue where I was going. But it turns out that it wasn't all the difficult to get there. It was one hell of a morning, that's all I gotta say.

After I came home, I decided to be a sweet girlfriend and take BJ Tudors. I stayed there for a while and then went to the Wolly World for some shampoo and conditioner. I have nothing to do now until 5, and that's when I am going to the tanning bed and then going to work. I just can't wait to close....yeah, right.

I <33333 BJ

***PROM IS TOMORROW***wOOoOoooOoO
 
     

(1 saw what they think is love | see into his deep blue eyes)

 
Prom is Saturday...yeah it is, did I mention prom is Saturday? cause it is!   
09:10pm 14/04/2005
 
mood: excited
music: Friends
School was the usual. But there was a surprise. BJ came and saw me between 3rd and 4th block. He brought his friend Lloyd along, but he didn't have much to say. Later, Mike came and picked me up from school and brought Alana ice cream. Lucky. But it's ok, I got some later. HA! Mike called BJ and told him that he was going to take me home before he came and got him. Surprise! I ended up going with him to surprise BJ. It was sweet. Mike and BJ dropped me off and then I went and got my nails done. Saw Patty there, her nails look so cute. I just kept mine simple since they have to match two different dresses. Then I tanned and I think I'll be tanning again tomorrow. And of course prom is Saturday!!! I can't wait.

Tomorrow I have to work 6-Close. Can't wait...really I can. Yeah, so, that does it...

I <3333333 BJ
 
     

(1 saw what they think is love | see into his deep blue eyes)

 
Cute dress   
12:33pm 10/04/2005
 
mood: chipper
Got up and went to church thinking I was going to get to see BJ, but I got stood up. I'm guessing he decided to sleep. That's what I was going to do, but Mom insisted on dragging me out of bed this morning. I tried calling him but somehow we keep missing each other. So since I didn't get to see him this morning, I went shopping to cheer myself up, and the best part about it...I didn't pay for a thing. Gotta love that kind of shopping.

I guess I could take the time I have until I have to go to work to get some homework done...but where's the fun in that?

I <3 BJ
 
     

(2 saw what they think is lovees | see into his deep blue eyes)

 
I should tear your all's eyes out, but if I do, then you can't look at yourselves in the morning   
09:50pm 09/04/2005
 
mood: curious
music: T.V.
I got burnt on my lower back. Ouch. Besides that, my tan is starting to look rather nice. My face is beginning to darken and that's good cause then that means...no foundation. I love that!

So I just finished watching Shall We Dance and Little Black Book. They were both really good, but my favorite was Little Black Book. I balled in both.

Ummmmmm...I'm finished
 
     

(4 saw what they think is lovees | see into his deep blue eyes)

 
HA!   
05:07pm 09/04/2005
 
mood: happy
music: Stay With Me - Josh Gracin
Took my ACT this morning at 8:00 am up at Capitol. The only people I saw there from Nitro were Michael Adams, Jason Bakner, Jordan Russen and a few others. I sat with Anna and her friend Rosey until we started the test. Four hours of testing didn't actually seem like all that long. I feel very confident about the English, horrible about the math and average about the Reading and Science. It's not like I can't take it again. Actually, I HAVE to take it again because I have to take the writing assesment part of it in order to go to Marshall. WOot WOot.

BJ came with me. I got to drag him out of bed at 7 am. That was fun. After the test, we went car shopping. BJ test drove a very hot 2001 Grand Am, but of course his dad is being gay and won't co-sign for it. But he's applying for credit, so he should have a car in no time. We hope. He really became attached to that car. I tried to tell him that he didn't need to test drive it if he pretty much knew he wasn't getting it today because I knew this would happen, he'd get attached and become dissapointed. But he handled it pretty well.

Mom and I just got back from T.G.I.F. and Hollywood Videos. I got The Little Black Book and she got Shall We Dance. And I think probably later this evening I'm going to go tan. And tomorrow I work 5-Close...first time ever closing...won't that be fun...

Only 1 week till prom!!!!!!
 
     

(1 saw what they think is love | see into his deep blue eyes)

 
Enjoy your ego while you can...   
07:59pm 07/04/2005
 
mood: amused
Woke up this morning but had the toughest time this week rolling out of bed. Once I finally decided it was time to get ready I took my shower and got dressed. Get to school and do the normal thing in the morning; hang out. PT day was today but somebody forgot their shoes so they didn't participate, instead sat around really really bored for about an hour. Human Anatomy was a breeze today, it's always intertaining when you have Roby and Dominic in class with you, nothing is ever boring in there. Lunch roles around(this is where is gets funny)and Alana, Chelsie and I are walking into the student lounge and all of a sudden Alana walks right into the juice machine. HA! Hilarious. We had a meeting at lunch and I resigned my position as the Officer In Charge for the Dining Out. 15646574654 pounds lifted off my chest...I feel good. Third block nothing really happend, that class is just fun cause it's me Merriken and Patty. Finally forth block roles around and Danielle Ingram sits right beside me and suddenly she freaks when she sees a spider crawling around on Josh Brown's shirt. It was funny, you just had to of been there. What else...ummm...

After school Mike came by to give Alana her prom ticket and I finally got my jacket back that he has had forever. Then Alana and I went to get my check and she got to meet Lil' Paul. The first thing she says once we leave..."He's such a redneck." HA! Sad, but true. We went to Dairy Queen and got Strawberry Cheesecake Blizzards...yummmmm. I took her back to the school so she could go with Chelsie to get ready for the concert. I was so close to goin....soo close. Then I came home and got my new inspection sticker for my car and then went to the Wally World and picked up a few things, bought myself a new skirt and then went and tanned. I am actually starting to see some what of a tan. Woot. Woot.

Now I'm sitting here doing nothing at all when I should be doing my homework, yeah, that's it homework....later
 
     

(1 saw what they think is love | see into his deep blue eyes)

 
Short and sweet   
09:59pm 05/04/2005
 
mood: indifferent
+ Cute outfit for school today
- School today
+ Bj possibly bought a car
- James called me fat
- Got called into work
+/- Lil' Paul was there and tried to be nice to me
+ Bj and Mike came and saw me while test driving the car
...I think that's really about it...
 
     

(3 saw what they think is lovees | see into his deep blue eyes)

 
Offical worst day of Spring Break   
03:42pm 04/04/2005
 
mood: aggravated
Mom has gone off the deep end. Today, she tells me that I can go over to BJ's and help his Grandma with some flowers for her spring play at the church. BJ was supposed to be playing baseball with some friends, but he ended up staying at home. Well, I'm on my cell telling my mom that I'm on my way home and that BJ liked the shirt my mom bought him. She says, "So, he was there?" I said, "Yeah, he was." She said, "Well, then, that's your one day of seeing him this week." I lost it. She said it was ok for me to go over there. She's got this thing with me only driving over there once a week because of gas. But she said yesterday that today could be an exception. And I didn't even see him. He was in the back yard doing stuff for his grandma while we worked. I only really saw him when I gave him the shirt. COME ON! SHE WOULDN'T EVEN LISTEN TOO ME!

But I will remain calm and then try and work this out later...for right now, I'm venting.
 
     

(1 saw what they think is love | see into his deep blue eyes)

 
That wasn't good   
12:34pm 30/03/2005
 
mood: content
Last night's conversation didn't end on such a good note. Why?...I can't remember. But I remember having a difficult time falling asleep because of it. I'm sure it had something to do with...her...

Have to be at work by 5. I'll probably stop by to see BJ before I go to work. But for right now I'm getting ready to go to the grocery store to get tator tots because my mom forgot them. I can't live without them dang tator tots. I think I'm gonna take my dog along with me for the ride.

Later
 
     

(see into his deep blue eyes)

 
Tanned   
03:41pm 29/03/2005
 
mood: bored
music: U Already Know - 112
Tanned today. First time ever. I thought I would have a heart-attack because I'm closterphobic(or however you spell that.)But they are actually more roomy than I expected. It's very relaxingl. Now I see how people fall asleep in them easily. I only laid for 5 min because it was my first time and I didn't want to burn. I think I'll go back on pay day.
 
     

(1 saw what they think is love | see into his deep blue eyes)

 
Chuckle Chuckle   
10:05pm 28/03/2005
 
mood: sleepy
"Bill...you have to be nice!"

"No mam, nice stops at midnight!"
 
     

(1 saw what they think is love | see into his deep blue eyes)

 
Why must you bitch so much. No one cares. And I really mean that.   
09:51pm 28/03/2005
 
mood: sick
What a whiney ass bitch. She claims that my mother and I were giving her "dirty" looks while we were in church on Easter. How childish. I don't want to look at you. And neither does my mother. Wait, that's right...she doesn't even know who you are. Genius I tell you. She's a keeper.

This is getting old...oh so old.

BJ and I took his brother Hunter with us today. We went to McDonalds to get his check and then up to Radio Shack to pay his phone bill (which did us no good cause his phone is still turned off.)Then we went to Wal-Mart cause I had to get something for my project. Yeah, my project. How gay is that? It's freakin' Spring Break, and I'm doing a project. Leave it to Mrs. Ridenour. Thanks a lot. Anyways, then we went out and ate at T.G.I.F. And there's an interesting story to go along with this part...

I was paying with my debit card when BJ noticed, for some odd reason, my middle inital. He was about to ask me what it stood for, but then he remembered it's Gayle. So I said, "Yeah, and I still don't know yours." For some unknown reason he hasn't wanted to tell me what his middle name is. Well, thanks to Hunter, I now know. Hunter, poor guy, he's so cute and funny. He said, "It's the name of a movie...and the guy is blind...his last name is Charles." RAY! HA! I finally knew what it was. BJ acted like a little kid. He wouldn't say anything. Poor Hunter, he kept saying he was sorry, and that BJ could beat him up later. I told him that wasn't going to happen.

BJ finally got over it when we went to KHOL'S to look around. I picked up these two skirts that I really liked. I wasn't even going to try them on, but BJ insisted. So, I went and tried them on, and BJ was right there with me...in the dressing room. Yeah. He stopped pouting reeeal quick. Geez.

Took him home and came back here and slept. Had to be at work by 5. Luckily we were pretty much dead and I got sent home early. Now I'm just waiting on him to call. I think we're tanning tomorrow for prom. We were going to today, but Hunter was with us and I didn't wanna make him wait.

My tummy hurts. I had a Jamocha milkshake on the way home from work. Drank the whole entire thing from work until I got home. Uggggg.
 
     

(1 saw what they think is love | see into his deep blue eyes)

 
Entertaining for me...Dangerous for you   
11:24pm 27/03/2005
 
mood: aggravated
" I kept picking up Easter cards that said I love you, but I thought that was too much, so I settled for a funny one instead...blah blah blah."

You know, nice stops at a certain point...and she has reached it, she is beyond it....way way way beyond it.


But somehow I can still find this humerous...Ha!
 
     

(2 saw what they think is lovees | see into his deep blue eyes)

 
Pennsylvania, that's really far away   
04:20pm 25/03/2005
 
mood: determined
BJ and I went out last night to see "The Pacifier." The movie was really cute. Anyways, I think that was the best night we have ever had. I hadn't gotten to see him in a week, I guess we just really missed each other and had a great time.

This morning I wake up at 8 to go get him to get his tux for my prom. You guys, it's gonna be hot. My dress is strapless with glitter on it and it's hot pink. He is getting a white suit with the same color pink as my dress for his vest and tie. HOT! We're going to the tanning bed together on Monday. HOT!

Anyways, I just got off the phone with him not too long ago. He told me that he had been talking to a person from Pennsylvania Colenary School before I called. He is really considering going there instead of Wheeling Jesuits. That's just really far away. But, it's what he really wants, so I support that. But that's really far away. (Sigh)

Gotta be at work by 6. Work till ten. And you know what else sucks? I have to work 11-8 tomorrow. That means I can't go out with BJ. Grrrr. I don't get why I have to stay anyways. There are people getting off at 5 and then there are people coming in at 5...so...why do I have to stay? Someone explain this...

I'm out...
 
     

(3 saw what they think is lovees | see into his deep blue eyes)

 
You...can kiss my ass...   
11:37am 25/03/2005
 
mood: amused
music: Comedy Central
" I just thought that if I tell you how much I miss you, that you would bump Catherine and want to be with me." And blah blah blah blah blah.

Sounds like a personal problem to me...
 
     

(5 saw what they think is lovees | see into his deep blue eyes)

 
Just had to cross that line didn't you   
11:05pm 24/03/2005
 
mood: amused
There is this line that girlfriends and ex-girlfriends have, that they don't cross. And his has juuust crossed it.

We're in the middle of The Pacifier when BJ's phone says he has a new text message. It's Jessica, what else is new, and here is what she has to say:" I figure you're working, call me when you get home darlin." So I took the phone and texted her back saying:" No, I think he'll pass...darlin'" She hates me...

I'm amused.
 
     

(4 saw what they think is lovees | see into his deep blue eyes)

 
Eyes can not always see beyond what you choose to show   
04:28pm 21/03/2005
 
mood: proud of myself!
Typical day at school. Hung out, went to class, got bored, argued with Alana about whose fault it was, got bored again and then went to Trig class where the world came to an end.

My final is in there tomorrow. I have a 82%, and in order for be to pull off anything even close to a B, I have to make like an A on the final. alkdjflkdj, forget that! I'll study, but no promises.

Finally got to talk to BJ today, that's always a cheer up for my day. And the down part of my Monday is in about an hour, you guessed it...work. Anyways, cell models are due tomorrow in Human Anatomy, mine's a cake. Ha! Spiffy.

That just about does it for me, gonna go find something to do.
 
     

(1 saw what they think is love | see into his deep blue eyes)

 
 
 
 
 
 
 

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